17 February 2006
happy 20th birthday taufiq. haha. sooo fast stepping into era-20an eh. hah. i wonder how mine will be in 3 yrs time.
anyway.
got np today.
wahhh.
best.
the passion i have for np is damn powerful laaa.
haisss.
its good, very good.
but when seeing that im leaving in 20plus days time.
i think its not good la.
ok. den aft np got CI meeting.
it can last till 10pm u noe.
at BK. hah.
u noe my bro just passed his driving test. hahaha.
can ask him to drive me anywhere la :D
and when im in sydney.
i wanna take motor licence then i wanna get a vespa.
cheap ones la. can modify or repaint or something.
wahhh cool.
high school girl naik vespa hahah.
ok next.
aku sedih.
sebab korang smue sedih. :(
korang jgn sedih la.
aku nak korang happy.
aku taknak korang rasekan yang aku pegi australia.
kalau korang sedih, aku lagi sedih.
sebab aku yang pegi. sorang.
atleast, korang kat sini masih ade each other.
aku?
its gonna be a new start for me a fresh new start but the fact is i won't know anyone of my age as soona as i reach there.
its gonna be difficult for me girls.
and i noe u guys can feel it.
..
welll its ok.
i constantly try too stop myself from feeling this thoughts.
and i try not to talk about it.
lets just stay this way and use the time we have together now ok?
yeah.
and one reason why i sacrificed everything just to bring bobo with me.
is because.
atleast he will be there to listen when im lonely and when singapore and sydney's time just doesnt match or when i return to msn and no one's there or when i call and everybody's in poly.
atleast i have a friend with me.
its ok if he cant talk.
welll i can choose to bring u all. but i dun think u all nak kan?
heh.
soo all i ask for is u guys to be strong for me.
cz i really need the strength u guys have.
sorry. and thanks so much. my girlfriends.
u guys have been the best of friends ive ever met.
muaaacks.
this song is for each and evryone of you.
the lyrics especially. especially jennifer's part.
(Jen)
Now you been holding me down mm
For such a long time now
From back then to now in my story
Straight from the hood
You've always been there for me
And you had my back when they
Back when everybody said I wasn't anything
It was you that kept me holding on
No matter what was going on
So whatever you need I got you yaa
(Joe)
Reminiscing that 6 train from way back
Now it's skyblue Phantoms and stretch Maybacks
For sweepin them floors in them Bronx apartments
Mira esta que on the red carpet
When Pun died you was the first to call me
I never told you
But you was there for me
Whatever you need, I be there for you
Crack, I got ya back, for real, true story
(Jen)
Now my loyalty will always be
With you if you just promise me
That you'll stay real just like you are
Cuz baby you don't have to change no...
[chorus]
You dont know how much you mean to me
Whenever your down you know that you can lean on me
No matter the situation, boy I'm gon' hold you down
You dont know how much you mean to me
Whenever your down you know that you can lean on me
No matter the situation, girl I'm gon' hold you down
(Fat Joe)
Yo, 2005, Rakim and Jodey Withley
Watch me paint a picture so perfect
Quite possibly
The realest frechest from BX to Southbeach
I'mma always hold you down, girl
You can count on me
(Jen)
So remember this whenever I call
We go back too far, we been through it all
Even though, we haven't spoken so long
Ain't nothing change, not a damn thing baby
(Jen)
Now my loyalty will always be
With you if you just promise me
That you'll stay real just like you are
Cuz baby you don't have to change no...
[chorus]
You dont know how much you mean to me
Whenever your down you know that you can lean on me
No matter the situation, boy I'm gon' hold you down
You dont know how much you mean to me
Whenever your down you know that you can lean on me
No matter the situation, girl I'm gon' hold you down
(Fat Joe)
Like green is to autum somethings must stay
This industry
Yeah my father made me this way
Get between me and J-Lo
I simply stay
you better off sweepin leaves on a windy day
(Jen)
So I don't care about the situation
I'ma ride for you
If there's a complication
Cuz everytime you had my back and all
When we were young
And now you're Joey Crack and all
(Jen)
Now my loyalty will always be
With you if you just promise me
That you'll stay real just like you are
Cuz baby you don't have to change because...
[chorus]
You dont know how much you mean to me
Whenever your down you know that you can lean on me
No matter the situation, boy I'm gon' hold you down
You dont know how much you mean to me
Whenever your down you know that you can lean on me
No matter the situation, girl I'm gon' hold you down
ok don't u think jlo is a diva.
i really think so u noe.
she's sooo talented.
and she looks like my sister!
u noe who. erra fazira hahah.
eh damn erra nvr give me money for bobo abit also.
ok but nvm. out of the millions female english artistes,
i think jlo is my top in the list la.
and u should see her act in the film 'Enough'
wahhh damn shiok.
girl power la dat one. hahah.
must watch ok?
ok bye.
