undescribable
29 January 2011
what is it love, what's on your mind?
what is it that you worry about?
let it go, set it free, better days will come and then you'll see.
aah i wish i can describe the deepest feelings in my heart but no words can do the job quite so successfully. it's like i try not to think about it but it still comes and visit me all the time and sub consciously i do. it gets really annoying esp when it starts eating up to my sleeping patterns and stuffs but yes, it's been a while since i feel well rested and there's nothing more in this world right now that i want but good quality rest.
what am i talking about? i have no idea. just a sub conscious thought/feeling/emotion. strange huh. i think need to sleep.
in other news, uni begins in one month exactly. wow 3 months has definitely passed on really quickly and so many things happened it's insane. this will be my last semester so i think i'm gonna make it quite simple for myself - just finish this god damn degree can? :)
i've been working quite a lot i tell you, usually 5 or 6 days a week. i am not complaining, every cent i get from work goes to my epic holiday fund, bills bills bills and some nice food, movies and what not here and there. it is physically tiring though and gets mundane and boring especially cos i have a very short attention span heh. but oh well, work is work and gotta live through it no.
my training been's awesome, haven't missed a day no matter how shitty i feel so that feels super good. i am halfway there, literally i think i have 45 more days to go! i'm def seeing results although it is not as desirable as i wished for prob cause i haven't been resting properly and those sweet stuffs i've been consuming is highly dangerous. but still results. results. results.
anyhoo, that's my life in a nutshell.
have a pretty rocking one my loves.
xoxox.
