why do i love you so much?

12 April 2010

bobo in hospital has taught me 2 things.

1 - how to stay strong at when times are fucking hard, when days seem like nights and when the rain won't stop falling. why because even a cat can hold the pain, humans only try to find excuses to make it seem bad. man up.

2 - cherish the people you love (seriously.). because you never know when shit like this happens, then it'll be too late and haha too bad, dude.

he's still in the hospital, most likely liver problems. doc said that it could be something he ate or.. wait for this.. stress. kesian kucing aku takleh kene tinggal lama-lama. i might very well shorten my end of year trip to singapore.. from 35 days to possibly.. 10? hehe.

i seriously wonder why i love him so much. it's weird and trust me, it can be very heartbreaking. gahh.

you know what bobo, i'm gonna ride for you buddy, i won't let anything hurt you. even if it means forking out $1000.

afterall, he's the only one who's seen me and my every flaws. you silly cat.

gosh i love you.

anyway how's life everyone? to be honest mine is not very good so far. probably because it's april and shit happens in this month for me. no really.

1. i got a $197 parking fine. before i left for melbs. yup, so painful lahhh.

2. bobo in hospital.

3. h-e-a-r-t-b-r-o-k-e-n. lol. completely over it, my friends.

on the bright side, i have been doing well in my studies hurrah. the best i ever did in my 3 years in uni in fact. cheers to that.

i was away in melbourne and picked up so many stuffs from there.
psychologically that is. that place is epic i instantly fell for it as soon as i saw the first sign MELBOURNE while driving. lol.
the ppl are friendly and the atmosphere just feels right.
it's like meeting a new friend and instantly clicked like you've known each other for years.
amazing feeling i tell you.

and then i was in gold coast with my best girlfriends.
ahh that was fun, in a different way maybe cos it was like a total girls days out.
and the themepark, sun and sand, the drives here and there.
ultimate relaxation really.

oh and i survived the giant drop!!
no i freaked out in 2003 hahahaha. when i came to sydney for the first time i took the giant drop right. and then i cried almost instantly swearing to myself i will never go on that thing ever. EVER. (hello, i was 14 ok? :))
but you know what 7 years later, i did it again. and i survived. and I ABSOLUTELY LOVED IT!
it is probably the best ride ever in themeparks history.
for those of you who don't know what that is it's just a free fall ride of 120m, which is high. which is extremely high.

i have a feeling i would enjoy sky diving in july for my 21st. =)
so who's in? so far it's me, ilah, kak nurul, noorul and ambigai.
it's gonna be AWESOMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

okay lahhh. gonna visit bobo now.

oh and something worth mentioning.
yana is 33 weeks in term WOOHOOO.
and guess what, it's a girl. i'm gonna be an aunty to a beautiful princess!
hahaha. so i went shopping today right and i saw these super cute clothes ah.
omg how exciting right. i just wish i'm there to witness the birth and all lah.
but no. as soon as 4 weeks or 7 weeks. aara qashira will be born. lol.
nice name btw. i wanna name my daughter something dania.
like dania isabella. dania qistina. dania natasha. whoo.

oh and to bff. rmbr that name, aniq marzuki. YOU SO CUTE! and we were so young.
kene smack on the butt baru tau. haha.

but you know what. to Aara Qashira, welcome welcome. soonish :)