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04 October 2009
and when you need a shoulder to cry on, when you need a friend to rely on, when your whole world's gone, you won't be alone, cos i'll be there.
tommy page, a shoulder to cry on
classic huh.
hmm.
anyway. jello everyone.
here comes another long post from me.
bleagh you can totally leave if it bores you.
you're still awesome.
1) labour day tmr!
means its a public holiday no?
yes means no school. doesn't really make a difference anyway cos if i have school tmr i wont have classes.
so yeah the only good thing is that there won't be any traffic jam! heh.
terrible.
2) daylight savings begin today.
last night at 1am. melbourne, sydney and i think i think adelaide had to wind their clock an hour forward so automatically in ways i seriously don't understand how it's 2am at 1am tada!
which also means we sleep an hour less.
the theory is we sleep at 10 right on normal days so 10, 11, 12, 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6 - that's 8 hours of sleep.
but last night it was 10, 11, 12, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6 - that's just 7 hours!
heh so yeah it happens every year in october and march i think.
so now singapore and sydney is 3 hours different.
confusing right.
took me 4 damn years to get used to it sooo yeah.
3) dunia nak kiamat, like really.
i was moved when i heard about the 7.6 quake in padang.
really. i wanna do something about it.
i wish i could be there to lend some moral support.
or help out with red cross.
or stuff like that.
but the best thing i can do now is donate some food, money, clothes to the australian red cross to be sent there.
it's predicted that north-west australia which is so close to padang can be hit too. north west means darwin and north perth.
the samoan tsunami was sad too.
a little paradise island can just be wiped out in matters of minutes.
and it's so close to fiji dude.
i wanna go there for my honeymoon hahaha.
it is falling apart. it is. scary right.
4) school
school is cool! haha no really its great.
i got my pharm exam back and i scored a good 75%.
happy happy joy joy.
3 weeks to go. all the way.
i still wanna apply for medicine.
that fact is scary shit la. i mean i woke up one day a few months ago when i'm actually failing uni and asked myself, what the hell am i doing.
no i do not wanna be a housewife. or a barista for the rest of my life.
so i reconsider and weighed all my options and here i am studying like crazy for a dream i am trying to make it come true.
doesn't really matter if it means an additional 4 years of books (like literally), 2 years of internships and being treated like dogs by senior doctors, and then i actually become a qualified GP, i'm chasing it.
worse come to worse i'll be 28 by then.
and single? hopefully not eh. tu penyakit keturunan tu.
hah.
i'll be trying out for 2011 intake.
possibly UQ as my first choice.
it all however depends on my gpa though. it's around 4.5 now i need 5.5 at the very least.
which means distinction average for my final 1.5 years.
and it depends on my GAMSAT scores. which i am insyaallah taking courses for in january next year and sitting for it in march.
if i don't get it atleast i walk away knowing i tried my best.
and i probably try again for 2012 intake.
the thing here is, kids, pls don't stop trying ok?
if i hadn't had that wake up call that day i would still be failing.
which sucks and waste my $3500 per semester.
i slipped, but i'm pulling myself back together again now.
and i know for sure no matter the outcome, it will all be worthwhile.
so no matter what you do..
no matter how hard it is..
no matter how sucky it may be..
be thankful you're wherever you are.
because for all that matters, you're the best that you can be, when you actually try but fail and the worst if you fail without trying.
5) i am seriously looking forward to 2010
there are many exciting things in 2010 whee. which i am looking forward to duhh.
okay so.
1. the new me haha just wait and see.
2. yellow shirts. i made it man i did! it's orientation week right next year in march for freshmen right and every year they select 150 volunteers from a pool of about 500 applicants, all unsw students la. we go through like interviews and stuffs (like a job kinda thing) and if you get it you have to go for intense training plus a training camp just to make it all good for the first years. i applied last year and i didn't get through, i applied again this year and i got it, i'm stoked!
can't wait for it to start really!
3. i'm gonna be a GODmother to a beautiful baby girl or boy. eta june. and he/she'll be calling me mami. hahahahaha.
4. my 21st. woot woot. not like i have anything planned anyway and its highly likely there wont be anything planned but 21 is cool yeah.
5. my final year in uni, obviously.
6. me going back to sg again! this time no surprise it will be round about ff's birthday, mid-end november. my brother is getting married! heh. the second one. i'm excited man! really really more excited then the previous one. it will be awesome possum! plus its the end of uni right ahh total relaxation man. i hope so!
7. med school results jeng jeng jeng.
8. graduation. haha no that's in 2011.
so yeah i listed out the things early.
just shows how excited i am really.
i cannot cannot cannot wait ah.
esp num 6.
congrats to my brother too.
he's getting married at 25 huh and he's a guy.
lol. wonder how the pressure is gonna be on me.
6) aob
i found rosie on facebook.
apparently she's getting married in nov 2010 too so hopefully i would be there then.
and hopefully not on the same day as my brother!
that will also be my 2nd friend to get married.
time is going so fast we're all growing up so quickly haha.
looking back at the seriously stupid times back then never fail to make me laugh.
oh talking abt that too noorul has a date tmr woot woot hehe.
i reckon he's good looking so go for it babe!
tell me all about it though (:
right i'm outta here im gonna sleep considering i lost an hour of my precious beauty sleep last night heh.
lotsa things lined up next week, its gonna be great!
okay guys keep smiling huh even when the sun won't shine!
and btw. just a video i thought i wanna share. fav film of the year i must say.
i watched it twice woohoo.
xoxo.
love you!
