missing them..


hey hey.
this week's pretty cool.
went to watch wolverine.
it's great yeah go watch.
and hmm for aqilah to say it's great on an action movie, it means its great.
:)

i miss my siblings.
lol esp my brothers.
not the bad part of them though like how they can be seriously mean.
i just had some thinking done.

i can't imagine how's it gonna be when they actually get outta this house. :(
i mean as annoying as they can be, i'm gonna miss them la.

so first up, eisham.
getting married in july bro.
and it'll be another 8 weeks then we won't be living under one roof no more.
how sad eh? will miss him talking on the phone till we could eavesdrop.
would miss him running around the house like a 10 year old.
i mean although i only literally lived with him for about 10 years (uhuh the rest of my 10 years was mainly separated from him don't know how...)
i can never ask for a brother as dependable as him.
he's a total role model yeap 19 years of study, 3 years NS break, and then another 6 years of study i always thought how the hell he did it.

no wonder he's only getting married at 30.
haha okay that's mean.

second, noreis.
gee, i haven't seen him for 9 days already hahaha.
he's been away from home, still in australia though (i'm 80% sure), honestly i don't know where he's coordinates in this universe are.
all i know is he's good haha.
we keep in contact through facebook.
really he actually just messaged me on fb asking abt mum's mother's day present.
lol. safe to say, he should be tying the knot with kak hana next year.
so done, no more brothers in the house.

he's been through alot that guy at 23 i reckon he has a mind of a 30 year old.
yeah he is even more mature than my first.
weird huh, but he's tough. really i guess he's perseverance really pays off?

and stop press: i've never been separated from noreis - i lived with him for my full 20 years.
eisham: 10 years
nabilah: 19 years
it's a long story.

so done. and then that's it, i only practically lived with eisham for 11 years and noreis for about 21 years.
happy? not really but yeah i'll get over it.
i still have my sis.
and hopefully, it'll be a long time coming before one of us settle down and have a family of our own.
and then i wonder how am i not gonna live without her.

gee. so moral of the story?

treasure your siblings before they actually grow older.
and when they do, things are gonna go zooming past you till you're forced to actually sit back and think when was the last time you guys got together. :)
it's very different once everyone is grown up really.
i use to communicate with my siblings like abang, I, you bla bla.
now? eh abg, kau ade stapler? HAHA.
to ilah: eh beb belikan aku twix.

yeah that bad huh?
one thing for sure, you will never ever be emotionally separated from them.
for sure no matter where i am they'll always be a part of me. like a significant part.
even if eisham is in melbourne, noreis is unknown, ilah is in LA, and me in a zoo, siblings will always be siblings.

gosh i'm gonna miss them.

OH AND I ALMOST FORGOT.
bobo my boy. he'll always be there for me.
for sure..

i'm being emo now maybe cos i just finished watching little black book and new york minute.

HAHA. a tribute to my counterparts.



sinking into my pillow - hurrah i got through the day.

not looking forward to anatomy lab TOMORROW.
finally getting new rims and tyres for my car of THURSDAY.
just another insignificanto day on FRIDAY.
wake up late on SATURDAY.
and happy mother's day on SUNDAY.

how's the rest of your week gonna be?

sweet dreams my monsters.

will always love you.