HELLO EVERYONE.

wahh feels good to be here after like two weeks no update heh.
anyway!

just came back from work.
after 2weeks without a shift.
i need money desperately yay.
i've worked with starbucks australia for 11mths already ah!
how coolness shit is that.
and i won't quit until i atleast reach two yrs mark.
woahh lamer tu.
but nahhh.

but then.
i reli missed starbucks singapore u knw.
like just now i was doing closing.
teringt buat closing dgn iskandar.
nyanyi-nyanyi, buat lame jokes, bebual-bebual.
those were the times.
starbucks np aku dah tak samer lagi.
like, orang2 zaman aku dah tak keje tempat tu lagi ah.
dah tak best ahh.
so its ok.
i'm devoted to sb-qvb au now.
hahha. chey all the way ah!

btw.
i'm on my two weeks april holiday now.
haha. kalau kat singapore march holiday kan.
march, june, september, november.
sini lain.
one mth ahead.
april, july, october, december.
autumn, winter, spring, summer.
coolness kan?

well i haven't been doing much.
just catching up with school work and my sleep.
honey i don't think imma drop 3unit maths.
well let's just wait and see for this confused mind to make up itself.

tomorrow i'm going to the Sydney's Royal Easter Show.
i did went last year.
so let's make dejavu happen ok?
and pics more pics.
i'm gonna upload for you guys to see ok.
yay. so tgk la my next update.
which is? hoho.

hello. korang nak dgr story?
pasal kebodohan dan kelekaan aku.
haha. don't laugh eh?
aku kene ckp bahase melayu ah cos aku tau ade kwn aku kat skola bacer blog aku.
so kalau dier tau mampos ahh..
haha. kk here goes.
tarikh 5 haribulan april 2007.
the day before good friday.
ialah hari yang paling tidak kusukai.
kira badluck ahh.
ntah how but mmg gitu.
firstly.
aku dpt results HSC COURSE MID YEAR.
my first out of two report for this final yr.
woahhhh mcm sedih ahhhh.
slalunye kan kalau dpt report, sape2 dpt paper putih ni means drg buat bagos ah.
aku dpt for my last two.
tapi this time tak dpt ahh.
kesedihan yang membara beb.
wooh.
den aku dpt.
inggeris lima belas out of lapan puluh plus.
drop beb. aku dulu dpt number dua sey haha.
matematik 2unit. aku improvement ah cheyy.
3unit pon. happy jugak ah dikala kesedihan.
kimia aku drop.
dua pluh satu out of tiga puluh sembilan.
sigh sigh sigh.
fisiks pon beb. enam out of enam belas.
sains hayat aku improvement yay.
biase ahhh sains hayat sejati beb.
sejati=pure.
hahha.
sooooo aku drop dlm inggeris and kimia.
tapi yg sungguh menyedihkan is..
aku tak dpt top 10% in any subjek pon sial.
crapping ahh.
sebab kat sini kan.
brape bagos markah kite kan. tak kisah.
ape yang kisah is the rank.
soo the paling atas paling bagos ahhh.
ish. seram tau.
ade grup of sepupu kat skola aku.
drg pandai giler babi mcmtoot ahhh.
tapikan..drg mcm cemburu ahh dgn one another.
den skrg drg tga gadoh.
mcm mepek meraban taik drg tepi jalan ahhh!
kan tak bagos gitu. kene eratkan silaturahim beb.
weeeesh.
sooo tu la yang first skali start hari bad luck aku.
aku nak aim atleast top 2-5% beb.
mcm mane ni.

kk next.
sialla mcm susah sey type dlm bahasa melayu haha.

dat day was the start of long weekend.
long weekend kat sydney means mcm thurs-mon holiday tau.
sooo kat roads smue sape kene tangkap polisi dpt double demerits points.
ikut lesen kiter..mcm aku kan provisional kan (P plate)..kalau lebih dari 4 pts je lesen aku kene gantung for tiga bulan.
k ceritenye gini.
aku dgn noorul.
kiter naik motor ah..dier penumpang aku.
aku kan P kan. spatotnye aku tak ble tumpang org ahh.
and aku kene pasang P plate kat blkg motor aku.
tapi aku tumpang jugak noorul.
and aku tak pasang P plate.
kiter baru je nak keluar dari city.
nak pegi tempat ni namer dier east gardens.
konon nak pegi shopping ah thursday night kan kedai tutup lmbt.
skali kat satu jalanraya ni.
alamak beb tak penah2 polis stop aku ah.
seram siol.
dier pasang siren ah. dier mcm main2 dgn lampu dier smue.
aku ingat first2 mcm ade emergency tau.
so aku beri jalan haha. bodoh sial.
aku tak npk pon dier polis sebab dier pki kereta biase.
den at last aku tau dier tga aim aku.
so aku stop kat tepi.
hati dah berdebarr ah beb.
berdegup jantungku, mendengarkn siren mu, ahhh ahhh!
kk tros dier kater..
dier mcm random ah nak tgk aku ader minum alcohol tak.
so chey confident.
aku amik ujian dier.
negative.
den dier nak tgk lesen aku.
mampos sial.
aku tau dat time je aku dah doom day.
den dier npk aku P abeh aku tumpang orang.
sialll la.
kene fine siak.
tau berape?
altogether empat ratus tiga dollar ahhhh!
den aku find out yang aku dpt 5 demerit pts.
tros tak tau ahh.
mungkin lesen aku kene gantung.
sedih sey.

kk den.
nak pendekkan cerite..
aku dgr dier pegi habib jewels!
ohhhhh.

aku ingat dah bes ah badluck aku for that day..
tapi oh rupa-rupanya tidak.
sigh wigh yigh!
keesokkan harinye.
aku dpt call dari lokal polis stesyen ahh.
cari sape?
cari aku!
mak kau menggigil sey.
nak tau pasal ape?
kk..biler aku otw nak go city kan.
aku naik motor ah.
dah lmbt kan aku. den ade jam sikit ahh.
tros aku ape lagi main selit2 ahh.
den aku hang helmet lagi satu kat tepi tau.
den biler aku pass satu kereta ni..
aku rase mcm aku nye helmet terscratch kereta dier.
tapi aku tak sure.
soo aku jalan je ahh.
tapi org dlm kereta tu amik plate number aku.
den drg trace aku.
tros polis carik aku ahhh.
drg kater mcm hit and run nye case siall.
tapi nasib baik aku admit..admit aje ah.
aku dah taknak in air panas lagi siak.
tros fuuuh polis out of the case.
so skrg aku kene tunggu surat dari insurance company kereta tu.
aku kene byr scractch yang aku tak sengaje buat.
on that 5 haribulan april 2007.
mcm kental ah. akutgk helmet aku balek..
scratch dier mcm bobo scratch aku seyy.
stoksteklet.
tapi ape2 pon tu la dier.
bad luck kan?
just my effing luck.
weee.

so buat 4 hari after that.
long weekend aku jadi mcm session kesal dan session angkat diri balik diri atas dua kaki.
hahah.
smpi phobia ah nak naik motor lagi.
aku ckp pada diri aku in that 4 days..aku taknak naik motor lagi for awhile.
kira take a break cheyy.
mcm gantungkan lesen aku sendiri kalau drg tak gantung.
tapi tak mungkin ahhh.
motor tu dah mcm best fren aku seyyy.
tu je la mode of transport aku.
ape2 jadi pon syg siol.
tapi maybe aku lek2 ah naik motor skrg.
taknak hari2 lagi.

mcm sedih ah.
ape la nasib aku kan.
mcm mane aku nak byr?
tapi aku dah get over it ah alhamdulillah.
superwoman kan?
heehheh.
bleaghh.
dah la buat pe nak nangis atas nasi yang dah jadi bubur.
mungkin ade hikmah disebalik nye?
just one of the days whr im super duper unlucky la.
tapi lets just say..
take it easy n patiently, smile about it and take it dgn tabah.
confirm orite nye beb.

HAAH SO JGN KETAWE OK?
hehe.

oklaaaa.
sampai disini saje madahku buat kali ini.
haha. bodoh nye orang putih tak faham bahase aku!
chey.
till here my poem dis time.
madah tu poem kan?
blah blahhh.
still top two malay girlS with bffku.
haha.

welll..to kids in sydney.
enjoy the rest of the holidays.

to my singaporeans..
i misss you all very the much laaah.

to all taggers.
thanks for tagging eh.
i know i havent been updating but cos of you guys ah gives me a reason to update heh.
sooo how?
keep tagging ahhh.

to my kak noorul.
aye, that's abit of an adventure wasn't it?
thanks so much la kak!

blah blah.
im out.

BYE!

relax. every hardship you go thru in life means something good is gonna happen soon.
so take it easy. take a deep breath. be patient, think with your brain.
stand back on two feet, say it's gonna be alright, cry for awhile and then smile cos it happen.
cos everything happens for a reason, even if it means the hardest things in life.

- siti nuraqilah (: