24 January 2007

sighs.
aku dah type entry pnjg2 tau.
den sebab keyboard aku yg mcm sial ni.
aleh2 camne tros bleh hilang.
ARHHHH.

ANYWAY!
kesabaran adalah separuh dari iman haha.
sooo let's see what i rmbrd ehh.

as i was saying.

it's been an effing long time since i last blogged.
to be exact, it's been 1mth 3days.
and that 1mth.
i've been in SINGAPORE.
tanah air ku.
well in a way haha.
nak kate tanah tumpah darahku mcm takk make sense plakk.
tu BRUNEI.
but k.

woah singapore singapore.
honestly, i'll miss that place la.
really really.
i'll miss every single bit of it.
even if i have only been there for like 10yrs..
its my childhood growing up thing.

when i left for sydney on 20th jan..
berat hati seyy serious.
it felt really different..than i felt on 15th march last yr.
worse? in a way.
cos i actually realised that i'm leaving for good.
not for study. yeahh for study obviously but its called migration.
and the probability of me returning is like ermm 15%?
haha. i dunno what the 15% signifiess but yeahh.
better? in a way as well.
cos after 5 bloody years..
i see the six of us together once again for insyaallah forever.
or maybe till abg eisham kahwin.
haa.

and u knw when i left on 15th march..
atleast i knw im coming back in like 9mths.
but now?
god knows how long.

unless one of my close friends decides to get married in like a year time or less haha..
i dun think i'll be back till july 2008 when i have my sem break.
den kalau aku balik pon kan..like i have nothing left seyy.
obviously apart from my KSDA. HAHA. KawanS Dunia Akhirat.
and the sweeet memories that still lingers as though everything happen yesterday chey!
aku dah takde pape kat sane ):
takde rumah.
haha.
my admiralty drive #14-179 flatt dah disewakan.
sighs.
that flatt.
woahh bnyk kenangan ar beb.
nampaknye bile aku pulang..
aku kene tumpang rumah2 krg la eh.
heeh.

oh wells.
dah laa.
lets drop that.

now that i'm in sydney..
i hope to start everything anew.
i hope to build a life and home here.
i know nothing's gonna be the same, but i pray it'll be just as good.
yeahh.

krg doakan keluarga aku selamat k kat sini?
insyaallah, Amin.

okay!
oh anyway!

honestly..
i found the meaning of true friends in my one mth there ah beb.
MANY LOVE goes to my bestest bestest irreplaceable KSDA.
nz bff, ayah kbs, shahirah, pie, sharifa, ain.
you guys are the best laa.
thanks for everything k?
i love you guys heaps.
and from the bottom of my heart.
no matter where i am, you guys will always be a part of me. yess.

yay!
haha.

kk. ape nie jiwang2?

what have i been up to ehhh?
lols.
hectic tu tak sgt la ehh.
still got time to breath heh.

showed mum and adik ard sydney.
went to school tu buy her uniform.
ehh gerek ahh.
cos my house noticeboard dah siapppp.
HEHE.
thank you thank you yay.

TADI.
went out with my kakak hoho.
we walked i think about 1km plus around city lol.
makan aiskrim.
and amik neoprint haaa.

i guess itu aje laa aku nak tulis.
k nak tido.

besok jumpe sadaf.

k bye.