03 December 2006

how many days to go kids?
wats the date today? 3rd dec ehh.
woahhhs.
i have abt 16 days to my flight.
SCARY.

ntah eh reaction krg ape biler jumpe aku.
mesti terlonjak2 ke.
nangis ke.
terkencing ke.
HAHA.
styleeeee.
mesti fun eh.
mesti mesti mesti.
heheheks.

ANYWAY.
u wanna know what i felt 16 days before i came here?
LOL.
kat bwh ni aku copy paste my blogpost on 1st march 2006.
kalau nak, bacer la eh. interesting uh.
still sounds like me tho.
i dun think ive changed much from the way i write and stuff like dat but yeah.
read it kids!

BTW ITS KINDA LONG KALAU TAKNAK BACER DEN SCROLL DOWN AJE UHHH.

01 March 2006
this is what i do when im bored. i talk about myself.
haha.
bad habit?
if you're bored then read on ok?
if not. dun. cz it'll make u bored.
ok what am i talking.
ehh interesting u noe. just read on.
ilham bagi kesemuanye yg bored jugak. heh.

ok i noe!
taufiq talked about his family.
bff talked about her family.
now it my turn wahaha.
lets see my definition of a happy family.

mummy, 52.
my mum is a modern mum though she lived for more than 50 years already. she is the CFO of the family, chief financial officer cos she handles all my family money, expenditure and stuffs. she works a fixed hour per day from 8.30 to 6.30 everyday from monday to friday and on weekends, she'll always drag me to chong pang or khatib or sheng siong for her weekly ikan and udang haha. its kinda weird cos she does that every week la. but yess. she is one hell of a good mum i can say. she takes cares of me, my sis and my bro all by herself for 2 yrs already and she never at all complains. she constantly talks to us and try to communicate the effective way, and i can always talk to her about nearly everything yeah. she noes that each of me n my siblings are different so she dont really cares about our grades, as long as we did our best she's a one happy mum. but of course she wanna see us make it to uni la. which mum doesnt ryt? evento my mum never ever pester me to study even during exams, she even ask me out la before my first paper, i do study on my own, just to make her happy. its one of the ways for me to repay everything she ever did.

my mum cooks every morning and she wakes up at 5am do u noe dat? she do the laundry, cook for us for the day and then send of my sister to school then goes to work. pasal ugama pula. she's not one like ustazah or something but she makes sure we noe the basics and pray 5 times a day. she prays for us to be the best and for that im thankful. my mum listens to alicia keys. she bought the dvd alicia keys unplugged u noe and she noes soo many songs la and even sings to it. english songs. oh yes. how great ryt? yeah. she's strict, i can say that. we dont have a curfew or anything but she wants us to report our location frequently whenever we are out. i didnt have much freedom when i was nabilah's age, but now, its kinda fine la. i dun have any complains. on weekends, i try my best to spend time with her. and yes. she will too. and when i sleep in her room some days, she'll talk to me, everything. yep. soo basically she knows most of my frens la. so that's my mum. i'll do anything for her to repay her sacrifices for 17 yrs now. and she always tell me this 'kalau kau tak baik dgn mak kau nanti dah besar anak kau pon jadi cam gini tau' oh ok. :) i love u mummy.

daddy, 51.
my daddy is not so modern la unlike my mum but he works so hard just to bring us up. he is not that strict if compared to my mum, cus he will usually let me go out la and give me money everytime but when he's angry, he really is la. he never beats us, for 17 yrs i never felt the rotan or whatsoever. and the way he scolds us is by sitting down and talk to us nicely but in a strict manner. well he did that to me when i was in sec 2. ahah. my dad is not choosy. he'll eat whatever we cook, he'll wear whatever we buy. main reason is becos he dont know anything bout fashion and all. all i noe is he really likes mawi songs haha. he picks me up from school, oh during my o's papers, he'll pick me up and then bring me to eat, evrytime u noe. he makes sure his children's needs are fulfilled before his and that makes him special.

my dad is damn irritating. and nasa dont like it at all haha. i dont mind. i get along well with my dad and we usually team up to disturb nasa. he will geletek us, and just be irritating la. but we always like to disturb him heh. his a cool dad but his lonely down there now with my bro. well see how hard he sacrificed just to give us good education. he even sacrificed being away from my mum u noe. yeah. oh n my dad is d bio distinction u noe haha. i asked him why he never become a doctor, he said his english is not good. heh. well some of his genes are in me dont u think soo? hah. eh but im naggy soo that i follow my mum. well soon im gonna be with him la. and i hope he wont be lonely anymore :)

abg eisham, 27.
bujang terlajak that's what i call him. he is the pHD to be in the family and he is the genius la so far hahah. he is what i call the 'rilek-one-corner' kinda guy. he doesnt cares about anything much. he listen to weird but cool music and he does his study really well. he's staying with my dad now, and i can say he is a very very good son la. i guess he'll finish his phd course then he get married kot. heh. he sends a few hundred bucks to my mum every month u noe. and he earns while studying. so much for being clever ryt? yeah. he kedekut tu tak sgt la. he bought the jack purcell shoe for me hehe. but he is very berhati-hati about his spendings la. he owns a scooter in australia, i havent seen it before but i will soon and he likes going shopping with me. yeah. he very cerewet when he comes to buying clothes, only my mum knows what clothes he wears, and he doesnt melawan cakap mak la. haha.

a role model indeed. handsome to, not really, but i guess whoever marries him will have a good life hahah. but i said, before getting married, must show me the girl, see if she suitable to be my kakak ipar or not. important ok. i never had a kakak soo my kakak ipar must be good. hahah. he's gonna finish his phd in chemical engineering soon and yess, he's a good brother to me :)

abg dadai, 21.
this is my well known over nyp and handsome brother who knows so much about fashion and nothing else hah. he sleeps i dunnoe how many hours a day and he has a bike and car licence, cool dont u think so? heh. his the ultimate playboy of the family man. he got so many girlfriends and twice the number of ex which he always tells me about. we talk, yeah we do, im the closest to him la soo he always tell me lots of tips in life. he went thru alot of grief and happiness so he always shares with me. he's not a role model actually so i dunr eally learn from him, but his tips are good la. yeah. my brother is independant. he prefers living alone la. and he is kinda the black sheep of the family. he made my mum cry about many times, and i always scold him upside down hah. but he'll listen to me. funny. his my chauffeur haha. cs he passed his driving licence ryt soo i'll make him pick me up after work or send me to work or whatever. his born in brunei together with me and he havent really done his ns la. yep. he doesnt want to actually. he's going to aust with me on the 15th and he planned not to come back and he wants to lose his singapore citizenship which we are suppose to take at the age of 21 if we wanna continue become a singaporean. well no worries bro. stay in aust for 2 yrs and you'll get ur australian citizenship. hah. he is very matured. i guess he hangs out with people older than him and his cool. but i always tell nabilah dun be like him la, cs he's different. hah. :)

nasa, 14.
nasa means nabilah salanga. means selenge. nabilah selenge. heh. i dunnoe where the word means from but its from me la. she is the baby of the family and she still is my baby sister. she's different from me. she rebels quite alot but i constantly nasihatkan dier. she's good girl nonetheless, but i dunnoe what music she's into now, which reminds me when i was in sec 2 too. she is thin, so thin when she was fat last year, i dunnoe la but she watch what she eats. she talks to me quite often though i noe there's still something she dont tell me but i said to her before that if she find it hard talking to mum, or any of her frens, she can always talk to me. good sister aint i. haha. shelikes to bully bobo which im not so favourable of and she has this tabong which she keeps her money haha. she was quite irritating last time, but now i understand her more. im sure sh'es gonna miss me la later hah. our age gap is the closest, only three years different. i like disturbing her actually hahah. and she'll get irritated quite easily. nasa is clever in her own ways la. she aspires to bacome a fashion designer so i always pray for the best for her. she's in 2NA ok. clever ryt haha. and she loves to challenge me la. she bullies me too. but i heck care malas nak layan and also being a good sister i just give in. we rarely hav fights nowadays unlike last time. yeps. well i really love my baby sister u noe. haha :) eventho i dont show it.

well.
thats my definition of a happy family :)
ok im not bored already.
bye.


2:53 PM


eh guess wat!
its march baby!
woooo.
soo fun.
6 more days till i get my gaji.
den im reach already haha.
wtf.

i just finished watching the sisterhood of the travelling pants.
best tau.
i like.
hehe. very touching la.
i wanna rent somemore movies la.
tau kat mane tak nak rent?
dekat this play kiosk.
beside ocbc np.
yess yess.
i signed up the membership.
$4.50 per movie for 2 days.
yep.

anyway.
working later.
6.30pm to 11.30pm.

and now.
i just chill la.
nothing to do seyy.
should i pack now?
2 more weeks seyy.
14 more days.
hah.
hmmm later la.
tdo lagi best.

ok cant wait for tomoro!
:)

bye kesemuanya.


2:45 PM


hellllo kesemuanye!
i didnt planned to blog la.
cos i rented this movie 'sisterhood of a travelling pants'
or wtf la.
its a decent movie and i want to watch it on my ps2.
but then.
kesedihannye.
it say ape tah this movie cannot be played due to foreign ratings.
awww.
so im sad.
and malas wanna watch at the hall.
so i even sadder.
so i blog.
coolness.

anyways.
im so happy la :)
but i ngantok.
yday.
had my first farewell tingy at store.
time 11.30pm.
and it was hot hip dan happening.
sungguh.com.
ok wtf.
but really.
it started with food.
satay. and im so happy cos the satay got no babat la.
u noe always satay got meat, babat, meat.
i always take out the babat la.
but yday i dun need to yay!
den got ayam goreng.
itu saje aku mkn.
most partners were there la.
but some have to leave early.
soo there was me, nadiah, onn, jon, lan, is, and manager zen.
and guess what we did?
saboing.
yayness.
with what?
whipped cream and ice water.
imagine in the middle of the night.
at the store.
we play throw whip cream like throwing snowballs like dat.
and filling buckets of ice water and pouring at each other.
the floor was damn wet la. and i slipped and fell.
and they throw the ice water.
fcking cold sial.
mcm nak terkencing.
hah.
but seriously.
we just continued playing la.
till 1am.
den police came.
haha. i think someone complained.
terok ryt.
one of the police name is fadzli la haha.
he got no rank awww.
i think he ns.
then they ask for manager.
then zen came out.
yes, can i help?
hahaha. i think they are shocked la.
manager pon join beb.
they just tell us to keep our volume down.
but we continued continued till security guard naik.
heh.
den we stopped.
and clean up.
squeky clean.
but damn sian la. im the opener dis morning.
and i have to clean up more la.
together with zen.
well it turned out well :)
atleast. i had fun.
and these are one of the memories i'll bring up in the flight.
and i hope there's more to come.
coolness.

talking bout flight.
flight's confirmed.
QF6. terminal 1.
15th march. 7.55pm.
so i most probably be at the gate by 7.15pm?
if u wanna send me be there by 6 or earlier ok?
cs i'll be there at 4pm.

ok next.
about her.
please just lupekan wat happened yday ok?
cos i reli wanna forget bout it.
alarr pegi mampos la.
we should not let things like this bring us down u noe.
its bad for our health.
berdendam nie smue.
kalau korang complain, bukan nye dier dgr kan.
she's fcking hard headed herself la.
and i guess the patience i have can only tahan her shit la.
soo just be it ok?
well. what goes around comes around don't you think soo?
so to whoever i've hurt the last few days, im truly sorry ok?
sometimes i just cant tahan also i go out of the way la.
but usually its to my cadets but im the coolest maam u can find hahahaha.
yes. its my bad habit, and im sorry ok?
and yess. u guys has good intentions i can see that.
atleast i leave to aust.
i can run away from her haha.
but no man.
a sis is forever.
just like friends are.
soo just let me handle this and u guys continue on what u guys wanna do ok?
i promise u when i leave, everything's gonna end with a smile.
a true smile.
just like i give when i see all of you everytime :)

oh and. please do me a favour.
whatever u guys wanna do.
please please please oh fcking please on bended knees don't don't tell her k?
just let me do all the talking. u do the planning.
im fine. :)
thank you.
not about this thurs, or sun or mon or lastly wed.
hehehe.
oh gosh.
i guess.
when she has the internet connection in her house.
i have to delete all this lor.
hahaha.
im bad.
ehh not that bad too u noe.
tolong jelaskan siape ade sebanyak kesabaran semcm mane saye ade sekarang.
ok terima kasih.
superwoman awww.

anyway.
fcking bad news la.
i heard la.
camp is postpone.
sedih seyy.
from 10th to 17th la.
the next saturday.
and im gone.
'and when im gone just carry on, don't mourn, rejoice everytime u hear the sound of my voice' awww.
no camp means no campfire.
alarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr :(
aqilah is sad.
nvm.
this song cheers me up hehe.

anyway.
just now.
worked for 7 hours plus plus u noe.
wahhh.
sungguh cool.
tiring la den!
tapi mcm fun la.
sebab.
tadi ade tiga warga tue ni la.
i tink bff saw la.
they ordered some coffee la. with milk.
so i suggest latte.
then they ask if got cream or not.
den i say. ok ok maam i put whip cream k?
den i smile. den they say ok thank you. and smile awww.
den pay already, one of them ask if i will send to them or not.
den i say yes maam i send to u k? awww.
den she giggle. ok thank you.
sooo dah buat buat.
i go send to them.
then they say.
tgk eh aper dier kater.
'thank you dear. smile'
they said dear.
awwww.
ok no big deal.
but it is.
to me. heh. ok.

den bff stokin n ain came.
den ayah n fina came.
borak2 jap.
tman aku makan.
den went back to work.

ok la bff.
i buy for u the shoe ok as promised errr.. 4 mths ago?
hahah. i will i will.
if not sunday some other day la.
before i go.
knape kat heeren aje ade?
anything la.

and im going this thurs!
please bring extra clothes ok everyone?
boleh mandi laut tak?
heh.

ok la.
i wanna tdo.
just swallowed 'pyrethon'.
hahah. this obat la.
i dunnoe the spelling ryt or not.
becose im sick.
flu and red eye.
wahh.
my mummy suap kan u noe.
love my mummy. and so gonna miss her alot la :(

anyway.
keep on smiling guys.
whatever you do.
im proud of you guys k?
muaacks.

and.
see this poem.
heh.

siti nuraqilah.
very cool la.
full on rockin.
hot and happening.

awwwww!
adapted from the fil neal and nikki.
coolness.


2:06 AM

WOAH AMCM?
geee.
that was ermm exactly about 9 mths ago kwn2.

ANYWAY.
i so love this song.
its an old thing but yeah.
the words are oh so meaningful.
like..

'there's no use looking back oh wondering
how it should be now oh might have been'

and of course the CHORUS.
besttt.
tangkap lentok.

I LOVE THIS WEEKEND.
like totally seriously for realll.
i wish its not monday again tmr :x
cos im not working this weekend.
like total bludge laaa.
really awesome u knw.
but then again im suppose to be studying.
i have 2 EXAMS this coming week.
english on thurs.
maths on friday.
we finally started on JC1 work u knw. haha.
yeahh. i compared.
so yeah its kinda killing me.
soooo kpd kwn2 aku.
sape yg tak masuk jc mmg bagos alhamdullilah syukur.

oh wells.
that's life.

i have to do up dayah's skin.

see u guys ard love.

btw ape ni hakz, anonymous smue?
takde namer ke?
ishhh anak2 skrg ehhh.

lantakk la.

adik i love you.