HAH!
kat sini right..
besok dah raye tau. yup.
tomorrow.
23rd october 2006.
coolness eh.
but not so yayness la.

compared to last few yrs.
i wud be the most happiest among my family members when it comes to syawal.
but this year..
i totally, absolutely have no mood to celebrate.
hais. card raye pon aku tak hantar kat kengkwn.

if u wanna know my persiapan?

baju, kasot raye..
last yr nye.

kuih raye..
ader la 3 mcm.
kuih m&m tu, london almond and biskut gajus.

lampu klap klip.
bpk aku aru beli tadi. heh.
sort of improve the not so cool suasana right. yeah.

kemas rumah.
i did beb. i did some spring cleaning just now.
cleaned my room and all. yeah.
so its good.

juadah hari raye.
ntah eh. thrs absolutely no rendang nor ketupat at my house.
but i dunnoe abt d rest of the malay community here.

lagu raye..
hah. start2 puase je aqilah smgt letak lagu raye.
skrg ni dah mlm raye, lagu justin plak.
hahah. justin's new songs like sexy back and dis are corny la i guess.
but its pretty catchy so why not?

duit hari raye..
HAHA. part ni. dgr k.
i found out that the malay community here DON'T practise giving duit zakat to kids la.
which i think is FCKING CRAP.
no laaa. not becos i want money or what.
but wdh. its our CULTURE man.
even the lebanese and pakistani community give duit raye even if they are thousands kms away from home.
lokek sgt kenape.
tuhan sendiri tak suke sey.
heee. so i directly told my dad la to give the kids duit raye.
even if the rest dun practise it.
ape2 sajelaaa org2 sini.

so.
mcm gitu la kisahnye persiapan raye aku.
boring kan.
mak takde. adik takde.
the feeling sucks man.
dats ok laaa.

but the best thing is hari raye..
an excuse to not come to school for 3 days.
hehehe.
bdk2 arab semue tak dtg skola 3 hari.
ape lagi. join ah. YAY!

yeah.
anyway.
since aku tak sempat tulis card raye kan..
this is for all my frens and all my blog readers yea?

ok guys.
aku sedar kdg2 mulut aku celupar sikit.
and maybe i like to joke and my joke is sooo harsh.
which may also hurt ur feelings.

maybe i have been late a couple of times in some gatherings.
or maybe i promised somethings to you, but i did not kotakan.

watever it maybe.
every single wrongdoings, kesalahan, kesilapan,
zahir dan batin especially.
harap dimaafkan k?

even if any of you takde mood nak sambut raye..
yeah. this can be the only chance in a year to forgive and forget formally.

so to my dear frens. in english..
its called.. IM SORRY.
yeash?

other than that.
selamat hari raye tulus dan ikhlas. for lusa.
enjoy ur day with ur family.
and friends.
even that, i can't do.

lots of love,
aqilah. bff, ff, kbs and also a friend.

ps. im totally moodless. and feeling oh-so incomplete.