26 October 2006

assalamualaikum!
amcm org2 singapura?
heh.

okok. let's update!

so as u guys noe, monday was raye for me.

and already saturday nite i felt damn emo. thank you.
and then on monday.
makin emo seyy. sedih giler.

it was the first time ever in my whole damn life i went for sbyg raye.
hehehehe. and how was my first time?
well they say first is always hard to forget.
and thank you.. i won't easily forget this too.

firstly!
i was late. yes to solat hari raye.
all thanks to my brothers who are worst than having sisters.
mak kau. dah la bgn lambat. siap pon mcm pmpn.
so yes. and my dad went off already la. so terpakse aku tunggu dem.
and then lagi.. the whole way there was traffic jam laa.
and the jam here right.. is even worse than the jam nak masok johor.
so cam imagine?
ok so when i reach there i felt like an idiot la.
because i was late and drg smue dah niat and then dah 'allahuakbar'
hahahs.
and aku tak pna go for solat hari raye kan..
so aku tak tau menau la cemane nak smbyg nie.
so aku ikotkan aje. heh.
but right..knape eh takde takbir raye.
boring laaa. pelik seyy.
aku tak fhm laaa org2 islam kat sini. lain mazhab kot.
HAH.
yeah and then right.. the sad part comes laaa.
when the khatib (khatib kan. takkan yishun kot. heh)
yeah.. when he say out the khutbah. den right..
'tanpa ku sedari.. air mata ku mengalir' *sings*
lol. like very sayu ah. aku sedih la bebs.
aku tgk drg smue ade mak kat sblh dier.
den right.. aku dah la pegi first time.. den sorang.
mcm sigh. susah la nak explain.
hmm.

so! the whole day aku senyap aje.
like very quiet and tak bermaya ah.
i think we went to 7 houses laa.
but its so not fun. not fun at all.
boringg. duduk mcm bdk bodoh hah.
but then we went with some other sgporean families.
like 2 other cars. convoy gitu.
thrs one family anak2 dier masih kecik.
den the other one got two daughters my age.
just arrived in sydney jugak. so we understd understood each other.
den due2 pon muke boring. hahah.
so yeah. what to do.
tapikan.. ade satu rumah ni kiter pegi.
fuyoooooo. mcm castle beb.
3 tingkat hohos.
memandangkan aku tak pna tgl dlm rumah sebesar itu.. ape lagi.
jakon ahhhhh. best bebs.
kaye raye seyyy. heran2.

yeah yeah. so first day cam tu.
alik rumah den aku tido ajeee.
besok nye tak skola. haha. yup.

soo besoknya!
i woke up damn early laaa.
so not aqilah's waking time when not schooling or working.
what time?
8.30am. awal kan. heh.
why? sebab my dad laaa. we got a parcel from mum.
dpt ape eh?
VCD HEART and PANGAKO SA YO BOX 9!
yay! hehehe. such a good surprise laaa after one day of hell.
heheh. den ingt nak tido alek tau.. tapi mcm takleh ah.
mcm excited nak tgk cerite heart tu.
yerlaaa bff! aku pon ade la vcd heart. hahahs.
sooo i woke up la. den i watched.
cerite heart.
fulamak. sedih bebs.
tapi jln cerita slow laaaa. den dun have subtitles lagi.
aku lembap ah nak tangkap bahase indon nie. haha.
but in the end sadness lor. pengorbanan has always been a sad thing what.
yep yep.
shud watch ok.
cos of it slowness i rate it 4/5. yeah.

and then ingt nak continue cerite pangako aku..
but den u know the family with two daughters came over.
haha. so terpakse layan kan. nak tgk pangako kene concentrate bebs.
den den biler drg da alik abt 1 plus gitu nak tgk pangako..
tapi bpk aku ajak kuar jln plak.
soooo we went laaa.
mendak lagi. mcm serious ah. dgr ckp jalan raye je tros mood hilang.
hahahs. boring kan.
we went to two houses.
until about ermm 7pm.
den right.. one of the house drg bukak cerite sembilu u know.
yg drama kat suria tu.
yg lagu 'andainya kau bercinta lagi....'
hahah. yeah yeah.
den kan ade symbol suria at the right top kan.
so aku tanye ah. eh ade suria kat sini.
haha. belo seyy. tapi actually drg tape.
den org sgp hantar. so yeah.
dok kat rumah hampir2 tiga jam.
bebual lamer sey bpk aku. so aku tgk la cerite sembilu.
hahahs.
conflict zetty and fendi tak habis2. mcm pangako!

yeah den at night..
we have jemputan u know.
jemputan hari raye. untuk org2 singapore and malaysians.
hahha. kat dis place called malaysia hall.
and thank god. for once i felt abit like at home.
atleast i felt better after 2 days of being emo.
cos there's lots of pple who spoke my beautiful language laa.. malay.
happy giler. even org2 yg tak kenal eh. smue mcm selamat hari raye.
SYOYA BEB.
heh. den right most of them are students laaa.
bdk2 cute.. ader la satu due. hahahs.
cuci mate la bebs.
tapi bnyk bdk mesier ah. mat kotai betol.
rambot centre parting nye. haah.
minah2 msia pon bnyk. sooo aku diam2 je ah. drg kan lagi tue. bdk2 uni kan.
suspek la sikit. so all the way i just stayed with my dad.
i went with my dad and abg eis.. but dah smpi je tempat tu.. my bro tros hilang carik pmpn.
SIAL.
hahha. right2. den kan over there..
mcm after an hour sitting ard.. rase boring seyy. mcm nak pulang sajalah. haha.
den my dad masih bebual dgn sape tah.
soooo i put on my thinking cap and think.. think.. thinkkkkkkkkk.
weee aqilah dah start berfikir.. ok. so ape eh aku fikir.

i discovered somethings bout myself la after dat event.

1) i have a difficulty of making new friends at a short period of time unlike my brother. aqilah buat kwn susah? u must be joking right. yes im not. unlike my bro.. after a few mins kenal org dah tukar nomber. tak kira la pmpn ke lelaki. mcm ade charm ah gitu dier. bomoh maner tah dier pki. but as for me.. i am one extrovert laaa. i will seee ard.. den after some time dah bnyk2 kali nmpk budak tu.. baru mcm approach. hahas. like in school yeah. soooo. quite a thing to discover eh. HEH.

2) i hate my brother's attitude towards girls. tukar pmpn mcm tukar baju. sial btol. irritating seyy. den he one hell of an ego laaa. mcm he likes to show off laa to girls. like what the hell. girls beware: he doesnt even pay his own bill on time. GAH!

3) i have a new bad habit. peeling off a styrofoam cup bit by bit till nothing is left. hahha. yes pelik but i caught myself doing that like three times already laaa when im bored and after drinking tea. like wdh laaa. pelik tapi benar. cannot cannot.

4) i hate to go to social gatherings where there's no one i know. hahha. easy said and understood right?

5) i cant wait to leave high school and go to uni. hahha. why? because i feel that at uni.. i have a better chance meeting new malay friends in sydney. like.. i dun have any malay frens dwn here laa. and pon tak rapat. so atleast at uni kalau dpt jumpe classmate dari msia ke.. or better sgp.. in the same class. doesnt matter la boy or girl will be a bonuss laa. and right.. during the jempotan the uni ppl are so hectic laaa. teringtkan zaman2 sec schoool. rinduuuuuuuuuu!

6) living with three males is depressing. especially when they are ur direct family members. hahah. i have to put up with their chats wich sounds more like arguing and their laugh which is more evil than cinderella's stepmom. whahh. tak gerek.

yesss so that's what i discovered bout myself. hmmm.
quite a discovery right.
hahha.

ok so yeah.
then went home that night. dah ngntok2 tau..
tapi masih nak jugak tgk pangako aku!
tak tahan beb. cerite tergantung den cerite baru dpan mate so tgk laaa.
but then after two discs tros pening.
like kpale berat ah. so i called sadaf.
told her im not coming to school tmr.. that is today.
she was abit upset.. but i said im sorry felt really tired.
ahhah. den she say ok laaa.
she'll find out abt the work i miss. cool fren.

den finally!
dis morning!
i woke up at 9am la again early den usual can u believe it.
hahah. nak buat ape?
tgk pangako sayo! yay.
soooo i spent the morning and aftrnoon watching pangako sayo.
8 episodes. episod 83-90. from 9.30am to abt 4. coolness laaa.
now kan dey noe that ina is anak amor la. dey went for dna test but the results in the next box!
wahh geram. tergantung lagi.
den right angelo and ina maybe cant continue as couples laaa.
den alot of pple wanna kill amor.
wahh sad seyyy.
mcm mane ni!!
kbs!! ape ending dier?
hahaha. lagi bnyk seyyy. GERAM.

ok den kan. after dat..
i mandikan bobo u know.
den u know what he did.
he pee-ed laaa. at the bath tub. walao.
where i was bathing him. hahaha.
nasib baik tak kencing kat aku.
damn cute laaa. hahhas.
den now he bau wangi already. besttttt!

anyway. later on abt 4 plus.
sadaf called telling me what i missed.
she said i just missed an impt physics lesson laaa.
how scary can that be. but she said she gonna help me psycho mr reid our physics teacher to go thru what they did again for me during lunch. how nice.
hahhahs. and maths. wahh cant imagine. and dun wanna talk abt it.

dn at 5 me and dad went out.
we went to a fren house.
quite far away la.
wit two other family.
yeah ade mkn. ahah.
den after dat.. bebual with their kid who is a sgporean also.
who just arrive like a yr ago..
15 yrs. the name is afiqah.
den used her comp. den after dat pulang.

so now im here!

fuyooo.
that's the end of three days of not so fun.
except for the heart and pangako..
heh.
now its back to year 12..
catching up time soo i will be quite busy ard here.
busy2 pon aku tak pna lupe krg ok (:
yup.
wahhh scary. bnyk bende kene catch up!!
AHHH! ok besok i will face it la eh. heeee.

alright.

i guess that's it.
since i'll be busy this couple of days i leave u guys with the long blog entry.
hahaha.
manerlaa tau rindu kape. hehs.
i will update again la in the weekends.
or maybe friday.
its my brother's bday.
hah.

yup.
thank god for the unforgettable raye He gave me.
unforgettable in a way that this is the worst raye ive ever experienced in my whole life.
but then again everything happens for a reason.
and we should be syukur that we get to celebrate hari raye once again.
and that there are some unfortunate pple who cant even do that.
yup.
and i hope it'll be the first and the last for me.
yeah.

bye guys. see ya ard. take care alright!
(: muaaacks.

countdown: 57 days to SINGAPORE!! hoorah!!