05 September 2006
HOLLA!
somehow i managed to overcome my paranoid-ness.
don't even ask me how i did it.
well actually yar.
i overcome 'not thinking bout it anymore'
but i certainly did not overcome of this being nervous feeling.
woow.
hahah.
im nervous and excited at the same time.
i can't wait to get up the stage and say my speech.
but at the same time i'm nervously inclined.
but then again.
i'm looking forward to thursday. yes i am :)
ok whatever.
today is the slowest school day as you all know.
i start at 8am today.
super early la. instead of 8.45am haha.
which means i have to wake up 45 mins earlier.
which is not good either.
and its my least favourite sch day cos we start with english lesson.
AND.
we end with english lesson.
haha.
un-coolness.
ok anyway.
since today we start early.
they repay back to us.
so tomorrow.
i start late.
haha. start at 9.30am.
and its the best sch day.
cos we start at 9.30 and end at 2.15pm.
and there's only 2 lessons thruout the day.
physics and maths.
well both are torturing but i can't ask for more can i?
heh.
anyway again!
my exams timetable are finally out yay!
hoho.
that means i can finally plan my study time.
my exams in ermm 12 days? yep.
but i haven't start studying as usual yay.
monday 18th
english 8.55-10.55am
tuesday 19th
maths 8.55-10.55am
wednesday 20th
physics 8.55-10.55am
thursday 21st
biology 8.55-10.55am
friday 22nd
chemistry 8.55-10.55am
monday 25th
family studies 8.55-10.55am
maths extension 1.05-2.35pm
tuesday, wednesday free day.
thursday friday last two days of school.
yay! then holidays!
my papers are mostly 2 hrs la.
not so cool.
eh i found out that my flight tickets, return is gonna be $1400 la min.
sialla. mane nak carik duit sey.
aduh. i'm so gonna work and earn heaps la this two weeks hols.
kalau tak then tak dpt la balik eh.
sorry ah guys. hehehe.
but dun worry. i'll come back. :)
eh. i realise that as day passes kan, i'm getting used to this sch la.
this environment. this country and the people.
ironically, i'm looking forward to coming to school la every morning.
the fun of talking crap with sharvarne.
the fun of being the -i-i- (its pronounced as eee-eee) partners with 'hidi'.
the fun of being crazy with sadaf.
the fun of stepping indon with affril.
the fun of being a great company with the asians.
the fun of being nice to teachers and they are nice to me.
the fun of asking everyone how they are.
just the fun of high school.
oh well. i'm finally accepting and adapting.
while still keeping my culture deep in me.
of course i'll never forget my friends back in sgp and i totally miss them heaps.
they were the coolest pple on earth and they will always be that way.
yeah.
and thanks to my friends in sgp like bff, kbs, ff, im just glad im finally adapting to ways here and that i know i'll be just fine. cool.
yes and to my dear friends in sgp this song in my blog is for all of u ok?
kenangan terindah by samson.
Aku yang lemah tanpamu
Aku yang rentan karena
Cinta yang tlah hilang
Darimu yang mampu menyanjungku
Selama mata terbuka
Sampai jantung tak berdetak
Selama itu pun aku mampu
Untuk mengenangmu
Darimu kutemukan hidupku
Bagiku kaulah cinta sejati
Bagiku..
Chorus
Bila yang tertulis untukku
Adalah yang terbaik untukmu
Kan kujadikan kau
Kenangan yang terindah dalam hidupku
Namun takkan mudah bagiku
Meninggalkan jejak hidupku
Yang tlah terukir abadi
Sebagai kenangan yang terindah
i cant wait to come home hah.
take care guys. love you all.
read my speech if you haven't and tag me how it is k? hehe.
eh who is 'a girl' on my tag ah?
