21 May 2006
i love being alone too.
especially at home. haha.
can relax like no one's business.
doing nothing the whole day also can.
i used to go sun plaza, causeway and town alone during after o levels haha.
bet you dunnoe cos i dun say it.
but then again. frens are the second most important people to me laa.
after my mum and family.
without my friends i dun think i'll be here right now.. i dun think i can make it through o's and i dun think my life will be as beautiful as it is now.
whatever happens in life, even if we lost contact in some point of time.
i just wanna tell my friends that they mean alot to me and i'll never ever forget whatever they've done.
thank you god for giving me such wonderful cliques.
i will always pray for the best out of all of you.
i wanna see u guys succeed in life.
if one day u found out that there's no one else in your life who will listen,
just rmbr there is always someone in me.
someone in me that is sincerely for you.
no matter if we were once frens or became enemies at one point of time.
i love you guys.
so much.
miss all of you and please take care of yourself when im here.
muaacks.
once you are my friend, there'll never be hate.
oh and i wanna say this.
i wanna let you all know that my adik.
my blood sis. siti nurnabilah.
not ilahh not nasa.
she is the beauty of my life. and the happiness in my smile.
as long as she's not happy, i am not. and never will.
she will always be the most important girl in my life and i know, no matter where i go, she'll be with me. never apart.
my dearest adik.
whatever happens in life, ur kakak is here k?
i'll wipe your tears i'll give u a hug.
i'll never let anyone hurt you.
please dun miss me so much ok?
im fine sayang but im worrying too much about you.
even if im here and you're there, im always inside you.
remember syg, frens are not always forever but ur blood sister is.
please be strong k?
we will be together again soon.
and i'll never make u cry ever again after that.
muaacks.
:'(
