29 April 2006
okay. hie.
im back. again? yep.
anyway. i really dunnoe whr the scrollwheel are for my blog.
so if u can find it do tell me ok?
and, for the mean time, click once at the centre of my blog body.
and scroll using the wheel on ur mouse if u have one.
or the keyboard up and down keys.
dat is, if you're interested.
if not thank you and good bye.
im very bored and im not in the mood.
yes i am not.
because i think i let my mum down.
pathetic rite?
NO ITS NOT STUPID.
do you know what it means by letting a mother down?
oh man. it sucks.
my mother found out my dad's getting me a scooter.
she has to know yea.
and den she like upset la, she ask why i never discuss with her first.
den she's worried and all. she say im still her girl. I AM OK?
and she say its not my main priority right now. i agree with her u know.
i dunnoe mate. i can't do that to her. but.
my dad still getting me a bike.
and then now, he has to pay $500 upfront for insurance i think. den its like. no way man.
i thought insurance is included in the instalments.
because that's wat the salesperson say.
but then now, beacuse im under 18, i have to pay $500 upfront.
what the hell.
im not getting a scooter if thats the way.
id rather walk than creating difficulties for my dad.
but then my dad says its ok. like what? oh man.
and then. my big brother is also not happy.
cos we didnt discuss with him before deciding.
just because of one bike i've involved three person excluding me.
that's not right mate. its not.
but the main point is, i cant ride a scooter if my mum's not happy.
i just can't. oh man.
gosh.
i really dun wanna think bout this la.
you know. i'll just let everything happen and see how it goes.
ok? ok.
i just dun wanna think bout this.
please god. i dun wanna make my mum sad.
sigh.
anyway. exams are ard the corner. this tues. first paper.
english. im not particularly worried bout that.
and exams but i really wanna do well from now on.
yeah.
i passed my motorbike test. not too bad actually.
holidays are ending. it started last last thurs.
two weeks.
and im here in sydney.
its cold right now la. autumn going to winter.
i dun like.
hate winters.
well filled up my days watching movies.
hindi and english haha.
cool la. chick flicks. like mean girls. princess diaries 2.
heh.
and hindi. kuch kuch hota hai. mohabbatein. kabhi kushi.
main hoon naa. eh besok ade cerite hindustan kat sbs.
sbs is a channel here. its cool la.
bnyk foreign movies haha.
and every sunday thrs a hindi movie.
9.30pm. last week was main hoon na.
this week ntah eh. coolness.
then thr's a video ezy store near my house. tmpat rental dvds.
always drop by there.
ade kedai india also nearby. always go there too.
to rent hindi movies.
and u know wat?
im getting used with the roads here already. i mean ard my town la.
but the city im still unsure haha.
like, i know mane masjid, mane kdai mknan halal.
mane skola aku. mane shopping ctr best.
mane macdonald halal.
oh n fck! the macdonald havent call me yet!
i got a job at mac u know? hahaha. 10 bucks per hour. cool eyy?
and my orientation dis monday supposedly, but the manager still havent call me.
irritating sialll.
yess. and i know la mane mane mane.
not bad eyy? just a month and a half to adapt to sydney metro.
part of sydney metro ahah.
so! anyone coming sydney, tell me ok?
boleh ajak go sightseeing heh.
ok. i really dun wanna think bout my worries now.
im sorry mum. i really dun mean to make u upset.
i really love you. :(
man.
i wish He can help me. hah!
i know He will.
im sorry.
good night.
