03 February 2006

tap tup tap tup.
dah 3 hari kiter lalui dalam bulan februari.
cepat masa berjalan skrg kan?
don't you feel it.
everything going's so fast.
and in a few days time, results will be out.
believe it or not, i can feel the heat already.
impossible if i say im not nervous.
everyone is definitely.
i think even pavithra is shivering now hahah.
eventho we studied or not, its just scary.

ok my girlfriends.
wanna hang out before taking results later?
we go jalan2 la.
jadi mcm org giler.
mkn breakfast, mkn lunch, den go skool together.
heh.
but one thing it is ryt, after dapat result i dun wanna hang ard anymore la haha.
i wanna go straight home.
and figure out how to break the news to my mum.
yess.

den kalau pass ss, ketok perot yunos.
kalau pass history cakap, 'shibaiiiiiiiiiii!!!!!!!!!!'
kalau pass english, alarr malas la nak masuk campur ngan cikgu english aku hah.

anyway i spend my time at home.
blogging, play with bobo.
finish up my malay novel by fauziah ashari setia menanti.
and reading mags particularly for now is female, men's health (hahaha!) and manja.

anyway.
any loyal manja reader here?
ok i can say hak ar jugak la hah.
this month one is fabulous la.
yang dpt payung tu heh.
my mum beli den i bacer.
and there's this section called dimensi la.
the daud yusof section.
seriously i never read his stories before but this time his story is cool la.
its about the flexibility of islam calender.
do u noe in the year 2074 1 muharram falls on 1st january?
cool kannn.
read it la. and manja mag is so much better now reli.

i dunnoe why my bro beli magazine female la hah.
i saw in his room so i just picked it up and read.
but then, i dun like female la. cleo is better yeah.

my bro kan, every month always buy the men's health mag la.
u noe the ones featuring hot bods and stuffs.
and the guys at the cover are definitely hot laaaaaa. so hot.
ahhhh! boleh cair hahaha.
soo everytime he buys i always flip flip through la yep.
but its good la.
pasal health smue. yeah yeah.
and how i wish my bf has a body like dat.
moderate u noe.
not like the body builder.
i dunnoe laaa. heh.
wait i find the pic den i show u all okey.

and talking abt relationships hahaha.
i wanna refrain myself from touching touching or kissing.
cz u noe why, nanti biler dah kahwin there's nothing to look forward to u see.
cheyyy hahahah. i mean malam pertama.
yeah man. it's like nanti dah buat ni dah buat tu, mcm boring kann.
and dats if i marry him la.
if not, den kalau halfway break up, atleast i still have my precious stuffs with me ryt.
yeah. cool aqilah.
good pendirian. haha.
yeah i mean correct kan.
anyway, if i seek for him ryt, i wanna seek a long strong and honest relationship la yeah.
i dun want the short short kejap break up like wtf la.
macam lagu nie 'mengapa menyinta andainya tak setia' hahaha.

eh ape kater we talk abt something diff.
bebual pasal hidup slalu kan. lets talk about our dream guy.
yey! nice topic. anyway don't mind writing here cos only a few pple will read it i noe.
every girl has most probabbaly thot abt their dream guy la. im sure of it.
and mine is equally the same la. heh.
my dream guy ryt, or say future husband must atleast be this la.
i dun have high expectations reli.

`has atleast a basic foundation of islam, know the both rukun, islam and iman, shows me he has the responsibility to pray especially friday prayers, and fast during the fasting month and atleast tau la sikit bacer quran hah. dis is damn impt la cz he will be the leader in my family, he has a huge responsibility to didik me and the children and if he is weak in this, i will not consider la really. but definitely i don't ask for those warak ppl or what la. jst moderate foundation. its ok with me.

`same height or taller abit. i'm 170cm. yeah.

`ermmm has a secured job la. i'm not money minded reli but i will highly consider a guy with a secured job la. like he has diplomas or higher or has a job which can secure him for say what ten years or more.. tak kira la how much the pay is. so that our family has secured income. easier said, if he wanna marry me, i prefer if more than half he uses his own money la. hahaha. ish ish. kesian.

`romantic and jiwang. jiwang tak payah la. but its a bonus if he is wahahah. but not jiwang mcm giler la. eee geli aku. romantic as in, u noe gimme surprises once in a while. cheyyy. aleh2 masok office ke eh, nampak bunga atas meja. alhai cair aku. its easy to please me u noe. just dat u must noe how la.

`loves babies and kids and cats. hahaha. and know how to take care of them, change their diapers all that. cz i reli love babies la. but if they cry atleast i can pass to him la. wahaha. and must unconditionally love bobo.

`fcking understanding and patient. this is a must man especilly during my pmses.

`oh yeah how can i forget. a non smoker prefrably. i cant bau the asap or i'll suffocate to death. and do you noe dat a guy who smokes decreases the lifespan of active sperms. oh yeah.

`must get along well with my mum and dad especially my mum. cz i reli love my mum la so he must also love her la yep.

`and everything else which is a good pointer la. like honest ke ape ke. alar basic.

hah! ok done. kan senang. alarr bukannye susah sgt. ehehs.

my mum suroh pack stuffs which i want to bring into boxes already.
most probably im leaving around the 23rd to 28th february.
yup.

im currently reading this novel la.
setia menanti.
nice book la yeah.

eh u noe what. i'm gonna turn 17 dis year la hah!
and i feel soo old already hah.
in 3 yrs time im 20.
in 8 yrs time im 25.
like ishhh. soo fast.
anyway tomoro is my darlinggg bestie's bday.
best kan.
yey!
bobo is 7 mths.
i wanna put his birthdate as 20th of every month la.
ermm. 20th june 2005. ok cool. :)
ok laaa.

i gtg.
c u alll yeah.
take care. byeeee. :)

ps. do you noe dat. i dont know the recipe for one of starbucks drink, its called mocha valencia frap. its a new drink la sempena cny. and i dunnoe the recipe so aku main buat je. hahahah.