24 February 2006

oh man.
im so dead.
hais.
u know wat?
my bills.
its hard juggling on 2 bills u noe.
very hard.
and now my bro is using my 9027.
and like. he wont even contribute any cents la.
walao.

and u noe how much my bills are?
m1 is $96 u noe!
dats close to $100! fck fck fck!
and my starhub bill. its two months la $60.
total how much?
$160!
hell la.
how to pay sia like dat.
ish.
ok u noe what.
i wont eat outside anymore.
really.
hah.
knape mahal sgt nie.
sedih sial..
ehh but dun wori ok.
the seoul garden ting is still on.
haisss..
ok aqilah cool.
bayar stgh boleh tak?
i think can ryt??
hah!
cool cool.
i pay starhub $50.
i pay m1 $50.
wahhh. bijak aqilah.
:)
sooo coolness.
a frown can turn into a smile in just seconds.

yays.
ayah asked if im sad or not cz i'll be leaving soon.
i said. i am.
but i try not to think bout it.
its hard.
it took me quite sometime to stand up and say, 'hey! its not that bad after all'
yess. cos all it takes is a positive mindset.
i'll just stay positive and as long as i stay on the ground, i'll be fine.
yep.
imagine letting go of np and starbucks at the same time.
imagine saying goodbye to many people at one go.
imagine, in 20 days time, u'll be in a land where u dunnoe anyone, anywhere, anywhat.
imagine.
oh yess. i should have break down for so long. but i just choose not to u see.
i dun wanna go but there's one thing i believe is that,
your parents decisions are always the best u can get.
because with them, u have their restu isnt it?
yes. and with their restu, trust me, everything can be achieved.
insyallah.
soo lets just smile, and think that im just moving to pasir ris ok?
lets just make some sacrifices for the sake of a friendship.
yeah. lets be strong for each other.
bersatu kita teguh, bercerai kita roboh.
wahahas.
ok crap man.
its hard, but then its not.
get me?
cool.

welll there's somethings i can look forward to u noe in sydney.
here are some.

1) atleast i can brag about to all of you that ive seen the ever popular sydney opera house and the harbour bridge ryt ryt? hahah. sooo. have u been to these places? wahhh.

2) atleast, i can look for a job that pays me 4 times wat my workplace is paying me. heyy. im a rich woman already lahh. hehehks!

3) atleast, i can take my bike or driving licence as soon as i reach sydney. and if i have the bucks, i can get my self a vespa. modified. with a plate number ct 143. :) coolnesssssss. yeaaa. eh but really. u can request for your own plate number heh.

4) atleast in sydney, 16 is the legal adult age. wherever i go, tunjuk umur je. boleh la tu. hahaha.

5) atleast i can get an mp3 player or a laptop at a darn cheap price.

6) atleast, atleast, atleast.

but i'll miss singapore la haisss.
:(
fck it.
ok lets not talk bout dis :D

eyys anyways!
aqilahhh is proudly recgonised as the superwoman of the year.
because yesterday.
aqilah started her day at 3pm.
went to np.
taught the sec1s keluar baris ok?
and then ends np at 7pm.
punch in for work at 7.30pm.
made pple drinks till 10.30pm.
cleaned, vacuum, swept, mop the store till 11.30pm.
and then ends her day.
how cool.
hahaha.
ok its not that bad la actually. :)

np tmr.
campcraft only.
yeah.
well dats it la.

oh n.
i think i wanna write a book about a life as a third culture kid.
pretty cool ryt?
who noes i can become a millionaire hahaha.
:)
peace man.
eh but most probably if my heart is settled on writing a book.
hehs.
great.
but now, i have a dream to run after.
i'll catch it first okays?

aite people.
byes.