10 February 2006

hello!
u noe!
two major things happen today.
and im so glad it did la.
i will always rmbr 10 feb 2006 as long as i can. :)
yessa.

first thing.
my results.
let me tell you this.

met fina, ayah and nz at interchange 800.
came at 11.
but they reached at 11.20.
and they are late! hahah.
ok nvm.
had lunch at ljs. den went to 212.
just lepak and borak2 lor.
and then.
its raining.
so we waited for pie and the rain to stop.
rain stop already we went to school.
reached school at 1.30.
damn early ryt! hehs.
and at that time i was beating nervously already la.
can feel the tension building up.
but its ok.
sooo entered the hall at 2.30 sharp.
principal talk bla bla.
JAE la.
statistics la.
then came the top students.
with 4 distinctions.
walao. y my name not there hahah.
then the other screen shows 4 distinctions excluding english.
kak pah name was there. so lucky ryt.
yess.
sooo its done.
no more top students wahahah.
then it's time for our results!
can't wait to see my results i dunnoe y.
eventho i feel so nervous.
so i waited. and waited.
then!
they called.
aqilah.
wah! head's spinning!
i smiled at mdm kamariah.
hoping for her to smile back at me hahah.
but she took a peek at my result slip den smile.
hehs.
so i took my result slip.
felt lotsa feeling la suddenly.
and that's the piece of paper that's in my hand.
just like how i imagined.



and if you can't see.

english language - b3
combined humans - b4
maths - b3
a maths - b4
biology - b3
science (phy/chem) - a2
malay - a1
malay (oral/aural) - DIST

hell i can't believe what i saw la.
hahah.

lotsa things flashed back u noe.
like what i did in school.
what i said to nz. i remembered.
"aku harap result aku takde C ke D ar. tak lawar" hah.
wow.
wow.
wow.
u noe for an average student like me its a wow ok?
ok. good.
L1R5 - 16
L1R4 - 12.

english language.
i remembered the days in mrs neo class. the days i'm soo fcked up, together with my partner in crime nur shahirah md fazil. where we just ignored what she said, whatever she did. where our essays are often markless when everyone has a grade. where we always failed or just pass our tests. where its just not fun at all la hah. but then hey. a B3 is not bad for a student like me ryt? yea man. and bcz of dat. i wanna apologise to mrs jeannete neo for all my wrongdoings la. hahah. so nice kan? k best.

combined humanities.
this is where the fun begins yay! i dun realli like d subjects history or ss cz of one reason, the long winded essays which we have to crack our brain to fill atleast 3/4 of it facts about hitler or singapores education system and dun have space for other subs. but then, the fun part is, the teachers. hahah. yes. that is shahshibai and yunosssss! history is the only lesson me n bff can laugh our hearts out, laughing at shahshibai's fashion appeal, her SCAP, the way she laughs at her own jokes when we never understand, and the way she heck care whether we wanna do her homework or not la. and i tell you. its damn funny la. for us. hahahs. and when bff always wanted to do her damn chapter 9 and me with my chapter 1, that's all we noe. when she ask to do other chapter we will alwyas skip, bearing in mind that confirm chapter 1 and 9 came out which it did la hehs. and when the boring part comes, me n bff will talk about, kuliah cinta! or some other movies. imagine for two whole period. yess. but alhamdullilah. we made it la. B4 for both of us. yunosss. fav teacher! hahah. i like the way he gets distracted in class and that's when i can start taking out my hp hahah. i think, i was caught not paying attention for 3456278376895236 times la. but hey. a joint B4 history. k best!

mathematics
mrs ho is one good maths teacher that's what i think eventho it can be quite annoying. i can say i've been quite consistent in maths as a C5 but i didnt expect getting a B3 la. very shocking ryt. yeah. i hate maths for goodness sake. and she's the teacher who gave us i think ard 50 other school's prelim paper, but hey. i did 12 i think. good enuf kan? yess. hahah.

add maths
favourite la! i discovered i love solving longgggggggggggggg equations la like simultaneous eqn, quad eqn or binomial expansions and that's how i can score. i think haha. add maths paper is pretty easy cos there's not much of the last chapter integration questions which im so weak in. but getting a B4 is i think a well done for aqilah. imagine a F9 student the whole of sec 3, obtaining a C6 for prelims and a B4 for o's is good u noe. main thing. never give up. and i didn't. :) *clap hands*

biology
dissapointed. i dunnoe why. i missed 3-4 marks la which i can get a distinction. but but. looking at the bright side, only 52.2% passed bio. which is i think ard 19 people la. and i'm one of them. so glad i passed a pure subject. which evens drives me hard to achieve my long term goal. yays!

science (phy/chem)
this is the ultimate shocker i got la when i got my results. serious. prelim was a C5. and suddenly jumped A2 like wtf. beyond my goal also. i dunnoe if prelims are harder or the cambridge thinks im good enuf for them heh but it's just unbelievable ok. i was never, never good in science trust me. i failed my chemistry 95% of the time and the highest i got is a C6. remembered mrs ooh's times in class when i can just hopelessly sleep when mrs ooh was doing revision and she can't be bothered so she also mls nak wake me up. wtf. had a hard time memorising the physics ohm's law whatever law and also the V=RI stuff. the magnets induction watever. ishhh. how could this be? and i rmbrd i gave up halfway on my science paper la hah. phy paper i mean. cz it's too tough for me so i answered qns pon mcm i dunno make sense or not. but the practical exams are quite ok. and chemistry! chem paper was easy for me cos mainly are sec 3 topics. topics which my dearest sis taught me. and im soo happy la. im sooo thankful for her also. seriously. but then i really put my effort into chem la. cs i really wanna do well for science tho i had no hope for physics. and also! i thot i have to love chem eventually to become what i wanna be heh.

malay
it's long time done.

yess. soo that's it la.
i guess. my 2nd leg of this race is over.
1st leg is PSLE.
3rd leg is a levels.
4th leg is get into that medicine course.
and 5th leg is become what i wanna be.

hehs.
welll. i guess. im soo proud of all my frens la yeah.
wether they did well or not. hey we went thru together. and i noe u guys tried your best :)
well done everyone. :)

ok.
anyway!
guess what.
bobo's permit is approved! yay!
i'm soo happy u noe.
sampai rumah je peluk cium bobo ku. heheh.
bobo. we're going to opera house yays!
yays!
yays!
ok whatever.

now i'm ready to leave.
anyway.
most probly i'm leaving in march.
hahaha.
i dunnoe.
it's my brothers decision.
aku ikutkan je.
:)

k laaaaa.
i wanna watch pesta pesta pesta.
must watch ok?
ok good.
oryte darlings.
take care aite.

whatever ur results may be. smile yeah? cz whatever it is, it is not the end of the world. the main point now is that you believe in yourself, keyakinan diri sendiri is the most impt thing to achieve anything you want. just anything. set realistic goals and work for it. kalau cakap tak serupa buat pon its not gonna be good. and you will always have me. yess. :) and jgn ikutkan kate2 org. whatever pple wanna say, be it. cz in the end its ur results, ur future ur life. but im very proud of you yah. all of you :) take care.